I know that we are told never to live life with regrets, but if you are a bit like me, you would have had some complete fuck ups in the past. I don’t particularly like to dwell on the past too much, but I just thought that I have actually made quite a few mistakes in my life so far; so I thought why not write about it in my next blog post (again, providing you all with top-quality content).
Not being careful with money
I made some complete fuck ups when I was younger, and it isn’t something that I tend to share with people unless I have had too much to drink and then tell people my life story. However, I am now still dealing with the stupidity of my 18-year-old self, which has completed ruined the last 10-years of my life.
Don’t worry though, as it should all be sorted by the end of 2021, and I will probably go into more detail once it has all been said and done.
Not being closer with my family
One of my biggest mistakes, which may not actually be my fault, is not being closer to my family. I really envy those huge families who have regular get-to-together and hang out all of the time. Instead, I don’t often see my immediate family for months, even though they live such a short time away.
Don’t get me wrong we, the whole family used to hang out a lot when I was younger and when my parents were still together, but I suppose life just gets in the way and things change. I do, however, want to make sure that when I have my own family, we always make sure that we have time for each other.
Not looking after myself
If you have been here a long time or know me personally, you will know that I have always been on some sort of diet or moaning about my weight. I have now got to the point that I just don’t know how to deal with it anymore, and I just can’t say no to super unhealthy food. I would say that I have never loved the way I look, and that is actually really sad. However, this is definitely something I am trying to work on in the new year, and I am so hoping that this is the year that I finally learn to love myself whether I have lost 5-stone or not.
Not listening to my head
Life is full of twists and turns, and I have been fucked around by multiple people during my 27 years on this planet. From shitty boyfriends to shitty friends, I could have saved myself so many tears and heartaches if I just listened to that voice in my head. However, I suppose this has made me into the person I am today, but 100% could have done without the hassle.
Not having a close group of friends
I know that I have previously spoken about not having any friends on my blog before, but I do in fact have a small handful. However, I really envy those girls who are in a close group and hang out at every chance they get. I feel like the fact I don’t have a particular group of girls or even someone I can genuinely call my best friend is a little bit sad. I know that I probably don’t help matters as I can super slack, but I just want to hang out with people over a bottle of wine! I really do think in life you need a group of friends who would stand behind you and help you through the tough times, but unfortunately, it is just little old me own my own.
So, yeah, I would say these are some of my biggest regrets in my life so far. Although I am burdened with these, I do have a wonderful life which extremely great aspects.
I would love for you to spill the beans on what your biggest regret in life is in the comments below!